Poison

You were a bad decision so why do I crave you, crave to see what makes you tick, crave to see what makes you cry, makes you happy, makes you angry. But I can't go near you for you are poisonous like a toxin in the air for if I touch you or breathe in your direction for too long I may perish.  But I promise to watch you from afar. never to close but close enough to see you smile that would make me happy just to see you laugh.

 But at the same time as all of this I crave to break you down and burn your heart like you did mine. Break you like a porcelain doll with a demon inside but keep you safe in a glass case to make sure you don't hurt anyone else.

God I crave you but for what purpose we will never know till then I stay far far away to not hurt my self any longer.