Gods?

God someone who watches over us or so we say, but why say that.

Maybe so the world looks brighter, so our darkest days can have meaning.

But there is no God is there or there is and he cares to little about us.

For I pray and pray to be taken away to a brighter world where people can't hurt me, or hate the true me.

And maybe there is a God and he likes seeing me in pain for everyone looks so much more happier so tell me, Please is there a God or is there are we really so arrogant to blame all our problems on a fake God in the sky so we can be happier and live better lives.

But I won't do it anymore I won't pray to a fake God, just to seem happy near family and friends. I won't  spend hours begging anymore like a broken record repeting over and over. Ill make my own God from my own pain and tears and pray to myself for a better life to be in.