my weird dream that probably means I’m going to die of ball cancer in 3 years

when i was about 8 i think i was at a fair with my dad and while we were waiting on line for the zipper ride the one that’s like a ferris wheel but the seats like flip around and stuff one of the ride operators were standing too close to the ride while the other one started the ride and one of the carts i guess bashed him right in the head and his head was literally open and i was able to see blood and shit all over him and the floor and my dad was a firefighter at the time and used to work in ambulances and stuff so he was able to come up first and help the guy while the police were called and i was just standing there while people were screaming and my dad had to hold the guys head in place or else he’d be paralyzed and there was blood all over him and now i keep having dreams about it I’ve had 3 in a row so far and I’m deadass waking up in a sweat from it and everytime in the dream the person being hit in the head is someone different like my friends or family and the most recent one was so fucking freaky like i was my 8 year old self in the moment obviously but the person being hit was me but like me now and it actually was terrifying anyways does this mean i have testicular cancer