Life and junk 1 of however many I end up with

I keep making so many mistakes lately, like really odd or bad ones. I went on a few 'dates' with a girl and we drank and all that stupid teenage stuff, I knew she was using me. I still feel hurt despite that, I feel stupid. I need to learn to be a better person I think

I think I might be manipulative, due to how quickly I pick up and discard people. They're bad people, that's my only justification, but even then I, myself have even said how just utterly bullshit and subjective morality can be.

I think I might also just be a teenage boy who can't think with his peanut brain cause his dick is screaming like a banshee. Regardless, we kissed and she tasted good and yet oddly sweet. Then she puked in my bedroom's mini-trashcan.

I'm happier now, I guess? I did something, and felt wanted for a little.