Day 1

TW !!! mention of bullying, suicidal thoughts.

Hi everyone!! I don't want to waste anyone's time so I'll just come clear, this is a vent post, if not interested you can just go check another interesting blog.

Recently I've started getting bullied. It all started one Thursday, I was happy that day to be honest, but then I found out I had an arabic exam, and it was the first period so I didn't really have any time to study, even if it was for 5 minutes. We just got into the test and I was pissed off because none of my friends had told me about it. There was this group of girls - I wasn't really friends with them - who were calling out my name. I didn't answer them, I didn't feel like it, and I have every right not to answer them. They didn't like the fact that I ignored them and started insulting me. During break, they went to the bathroom and found me there, they started insulting me so I insulted them back and went to class. Honestly, I just said "your mom" to them, but they were saying things like "retard" "get checked" "you're sick" "bitch" and other insults I can't really recall. I got pissed off and went home and told everything to my mom, and when I went back to class, none of my friends wanted to talk to me anymore, and the bullying kept on going.

I had told the principal, but so far, they haven't done anything to them, its been a week, and there has been nothing done by the administration so far except changing me from classes, so obviously, they're going to keep bullying me. Not to mention that the headmaster put one of the bullies in my new class, I don't know what he was thinking.

I don't really know what to do anymore, I'm trying to ignore them but it's hard, I don't feel safe in school anymore, I don't even feel like going, I honestly just want to kms, but hey, I'm not going to throw out my entire life just because of some bullies. Or maybe I am. We'll see in the future.