6 month update.

Graduated Highschool.

Got an actual narcolepsy diagnosis, doctor said on the scale from not sleepy from very sleepy said I was extremely sleepy. I'm going to my dream school which is wicked I start in Feb and I got a christmas casual job at the mall to get some money to buy a pc the school said I required. 

Going to Malaysia to see my distant cousins from my dad's side, I'm really exicted! 

I'm really scared about being an independent person because don't have a lot of life experience, I've also come to know (from the constant reminders from my family and friends) that I am not smart and cannot be trusted to do basic tasks. But at that same time when I go out and do something by myself I am grilled because I've obviously done something wrong because that's who I am. If I do anything something will go wrong, it's inevitable and the problem is that I haven't truly accepted that fact. I'm aware of it but I haven't accepted it because I keep trying. 

I'm playing BG3, it's really fun. Totally deserving of GOTY. 

Still drawing, forgot the password for this acc but I'm back.