What Brings me Joy?

What Brings Me Joy?

This is a really good question I want to say what really brings me joy is Jaida, Mike, and our animals let me talk about Jaida first. Jaida is 15 years old, and she really is my pride and joy. I can't believe how big she really has gotten she really has grown up so fast, but I am so proud of her! I know that she will grow up to be an amazing young lady. I love her to the moon and back I just honestly wish that I would have been able to give her a sibling, but mike and I haven’t been able to get pregnant yet however, Jaida says she doesn’t want a sibling…. lol. She argues with me all the time. But it never changes the way I feel for my daughter I really wish she lived with us. Jeff doesn’t really let me talk to her all the time he takes her phone away so there are times where I go days and weeks without talking to my baby girl and it kills me every time!

The second person that brings me joy is Mike my husband I am so blessed that he is my husband. We have been married for 11 years now and omg it doesn’t even seem like it's been that long I have made some terrible mistakes since I have been with Mike, and I wish I could go back and change them all because it's so embarrassing and I just hate it. But I know mike loves me he tells me that every day, but I will say that I don’t like it when we fight or argue it drives me insane! He is my everything and he will always be my everything!

My animals are the other thing that brings me joy Chewie was my black Lab and I had him since birth and he passed away on August 10^th, 2023, in my arms at home. We didn’t know there was anything wrong with him. He was 11 years old when he passed, and he was my best friend, and I am so sad all the time that he isn’t here with me anymore even though I know he is in my heart and here with me in spirit I just miss him so much he was an amazing dog and my fur baby. His brother Magnum is still with us he is a chocolate lab, and he is now 12 years old and our other baby since Chewie passed away, he has been having seizures lately and we are unsure of the reason behind it. The vet told us all we can do is keep him comfortable and make sure he knows that he is safe and loved so that is exactly what we have been doing! The we have Buddy I inherited Buddy when my grandma passed away to cancer September 2022, he is very annoying, but I do love him. He just barks all the damn time and it's just so annoying lol. He is 7 years old. Then we have our cats Princess Salem and Shadow they really bring me joy Princess is my baby girl she is the only female animal I have she is 5 years old and my cuddle bear. She is always cuddling with mike and I and she is just the best cat I have. The other two come around when they want too lol.  But these are the things that really bring me joy and keeps a smile on my face and love in my heart. What else do I need more than a beautiful family that I already have!

~S~