Good omens season one small blurb

Falling on his knees as the smoke ash and fire surrounded him engulfing him and covering everything he could see if the fire wasn't there, he screamed "WHY TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME?" he said as he looked up 

"HE WAS EVERYTHING I HAD" he shouted the fire getting stronger 

"He was all I ever had," he said as he clutched the books on his feet taking the ones he saw and miracle them in his Bentley, it would be the things he'd show his angel once he came back

Crowley knew he'd come back, he always does. is what he tells himself but in his head he prays...he prays to god prays to her that his angel would find his way back to him

he shouts and screams in his prayers demanding for her to listen to him, just this once let his prayers be heard, somewhere at the back of his head he hears a laugh 'How ironic a demon praying?' but he knows he'd do it all for Aziraphale

all for his angel