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loww interaction bluez, anyone??

yk i'm thankful for the friends i have, i just wish id have more circumstances to talk to them where its not "hey do you wanna hear me rant :DD"
ig i'm saying i wish my interests weren't so niche or centered around one specific thing, but i like my interests that way—change is often so weird 2 me, i can never seem to take it well
but that's (kinda) not what this is abt

i see all the dudes in my classes where we don't have anything 2 do (during exams) band together and do their thing, it looks like they're having fun and i always wish they could include me
then i see people crossing a ton of hallways to find a group of friends they talk to, and only wish someone would do the same for meat least, in a way that wouldn't inconvenience them

and yk? it's just hard being the one who usually gets ignored and/or left out cuz i'm one of the weird kids who get talked about and recorded for existing

any dudes i try to make friends with irl don't talk to me much, they have their other friends who aren't made fun of for being ftm or dressing weirdly

i'm not wishing for all the friends in the world, i just want more people who'd put in the effort to talk to me
the same effort i put in to talk to other people

[song of the hour - Blumen by Leftovers]

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