finals

I am actively trying understand literally anything on any of my finals and failing horribly. might die, might not. All depends on the I don't actually know. I'm just trying and hoping it works. So far it isn't but a guy can dream. I mean life is really just trying and hoping. It usually won't work. But when it does it's kind of awesome. Just to say "I did that, I made that happen" because you did do that, rather you think you did or not. You did that. And it was beautiful. And to think you could make something as beautiful as that again, no matter how minuscule the possibility is, I just might be enough to keep going, to keep trying, to keep living.