best friends

i feel like i dont have a best friend, and its just been like... fucking with my mind. like, i know a lot of people but i hear all these things about best friends like "we've known each other for 10 years" or "i can tell my bff anything" and i just like... i dunno, it feels fucked up to say because i love my friends but i don't know why it feels like i cant call them best friends. maybe im overreacting.