Hostile Relationships

I confronted her about how she was hurting me, and how I thought she was being abusive.

She had a pity party and left the house for hours, and today she is telling me how “rediculous” her thoughts were yesterday after the conversation and getting mad at me that she felt bad for her actions.

I wasn’t mean, there was no yelling, all I did was convey my emotions  like a human, person and gentle man. And here she is, proving to me that I could bake her a cake and talk to her the same conversation over a bed of roses; she won’t change, and she’ll just get mad at me for it a day later.

I want out, but she has me financially trapped, I need my confidence and manhood back. I feel utterly hopeless.

I’m gunna have to start sliding money under the table and save for putting my car back on the road and a first months rent and security somewhere, while still giving her “all” of my money and watching her son.

This is not the girl I knew for the past decade, and I wish I never met her.