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I feel that sometimes i can come across as dry, but in reality i do not how to communicate with people properly, i cannot even start a conversation
why do people even consider me there friend really?
i mean what makes me such a lovely person to talk to?
do i even deserve friends?
i feel that everyone will eventually live me when things feel like they are getting good
i feel everyone hates me
i feel so annoying to talk to sometimes
why cant i ever shut up
how i feel after trying to force somebody to talk to me just out of sheer loneliness (ill never truly be loved by anyone, ill just be replaced by all my friends once i die and eventually ill be forgotten, only remembered as a horrible person and a scumbag. i weep in bed tonight, wondering what will happen in my life or the memories i had all because my future feels uncertained.)
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lunaawesome
can anyone confort me pls
js a tiny bit
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Pleureur
haha, you sound like me 6 years ago
look, i left a comment on another post of yours and man i think it still applies here.
stop fucking crying over yourself, i used to wonder all the time what made me so horrible and so different from everyone and in reality it was just insecurity.
for years i thought id never be a suitable friend or that id even have a future, i imagined life as if every present moment had a pressing matter to attend to that would be world ending if it didnt change. in reality its not that big of a deal.
you get friends, life keeps going, you lose friends, life keeps going, you live, life keeps going, you die, life keeps going.
i am not your friend and since this is the internet im not even sure if youre doing a joke or something but i will say this anyways in case it will help you in the end
your problems are all in your head, seriously try to sit in a quiet emtpy room with no distractions and ask yourself why these problems really matter so much to you.
they will disappear with time or they wont, either way life goes on
now this isnt all to say you cant complain but what youre doing rn is wallowing in your sadness and let me tell you that only makes things worse.
i hope you smile everyday, its the only way to make it through life
thanks for the advice bro
idk if it helps but i sometimes take walks when im really really stressed out to help me so i dunno maybe those can help
eitherway thanks for ur wise words frfr
they actually mean alot to me
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lunaawesome
im js weird
why did i even bother writing this
no1 cares anywayz lol
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ill be alone eventually like always >°<
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im forgettable
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