stupid girl!!! (me)

I never really planned 4 my future,,, i always thought i was gonna /// myself by the time anything in my life mattered & now im growing up and i kinda fucked mysdlf!!! i cant go to school!!! i cant get a job!!!! i can never do anything productive with my life because i was depressed when i was in middle school!!! gahh!!! i cant wait until none of this matterrz & i ascend intp the internet like i was born 2 do.