I’m so tired

I’m tired of getting up every day and having to do the same bullshit from the moment I wake up

I feel like all of the stress keeps building in the back of my mind and the only thing I can turn to anymore is the internet

Nothing else ever seems to help..

I have this aching feeling when I’m away from it

Even if I try to separate myself from it—

I can’t really get away.

I can’t even cope with reality

Even though I have all these connections.. few of them really feel “real”.