My life is over 😍

I’m not really dropped out of school but I haven’t gone in two months and I’m not enrolled so it would be more of a formality at this point, but guess what’s even worse! My ex stepdad is moving back in with us starting today!!!!!  My older sister hates him and she’s turning 18 soon so there goes my only physical friend, plus he’s just a weird creep! Not to me, for some reason him and my mom act like I still like him, but like I know what he did to my older sister and it’s like why do you think I would be comfortable with that?? I literally never think about him except for when I talk shit about him and now I have to act like I care about him. Plus, my mom is thinking about doing split custody when she has money to move out into an apartment and it’s like HE’S NOT MY DAD JESUS FUCKING CHRIST, I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITH HIM!!!! Why does no one ever care about what I want smh.