recording + releasing musiccc! <3

Hiii!! This is my first blog, my name is Cherry! I have like loved music since I was born and my dad made me an electric guitar out of cardboard so I could pretend to play it while listening to rammstein, a7x, metallica, korn, and a ton of other bands he liked. So now im releasing music and i need completely honest advice. I go to like a super high prestigious prep school and if i release that shit its gonna get spread like the plauge and im gonna get made fun of with no mercy. Its a private school so nobody will say shit to my face but its so obvious that they talk abt me. And this stuff is like emo. Think like if marilyn manson, korn, a7x, and mcr had a baby that listens to ptv and fir. That baby is what this shit sounds like. So if anyone has any advice on if i should release it or not or under a fake name or any other ideas pleaseee lmk!! <3