12/16/23

today was boring

i had a thing at church and I finally finished my thing for secret Santa and its really bad

I kinda just not want to be here. i think I'm gonna pay minecraaft or something 

I have church nd then something else tomorrow night so that's fun ig

I wish j would talk to me

and n

I think j hates me 

they never talk to me

but when I was in the same headspace they always seemed to get mad at me when I didn't answer or was dry

and n has not talked to me in over a month now

I miss him

I just want my partners to talk to me 

but I cant do anything about it

j hates me and wont even try to work on it so I cant do much