christmas time

haha last time i updated this it was halloween day honestly not much has happened since then,, i have been drinking more then ever this year which is weird. i spent like 100 on drinks just for me and my cousin like that was my savings i need in january. i did get some of that back but im supposed to have 600 when rn i only have 160 which is what better after that night because i only had 40 left.

i got back in my minecraft phase and its been a good 3 weeks so thats fun. usually i get bored after like a week the delete my whole world. its the minecraft smp that ive been watching that make it feel more fun plus its weekly only on fridays. i am sad because they decied to end the series literally today sooooo.. 

my ex the one i cared so much about and he just left, came back becuase "his mentor told him he should text me"??? its been a year and  you somehow think that is acceptable response?? i answered of course and did have a conversation for like 3 days then he took like 4 days to answer me ,,,, AND I STILL ANSWERED HIM that was on dec.3 and its now dec.15 at the end of the day it is really funny but also its not because i let him do that to me again.