taking this as an oppurtunity, some inner teen healing. a "my space" where I can say what I want, and not give a shit what people think. I grew up somewhere that was the priority, always. "but what will they think? it'll make you look weird!"
NEWSFLASH: I am weird!! and mentally ill and a little unhinged. maybe if I'd had a chance to share those thoughts and feelings someone would've noticed before my attempt.
I hold so much anger for the way that girl was treated. constantly brushed off, told I was too dramatic, big feelings ignored and labeled as obsessive.
maybe I wasn't just a dramatic teenager, hmm? maybe I was struggling and you didn't bother listening.
I'm 27 now. and cut those people off. it's better for me this way, but I still have so much anger and hurt, and I don't know what to do with it.
so maybe this site will help. maybe it'll be like a do-over. can't hurt to try.
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The BX Prodigy Zav Merk
You're not the only one if you ever need someone to talk to I'll be here
thanks so much! I know that now but it's always nice being reminded
by witchystonr; ; Report
You're welcome anytime
by The BX Prodigy Zav Merk; ; Report