blog #2

...I guess if its just text, people will yawn and get bored. So here's a picture of pinkie pie, and some other things i just found lying around, to get used to image integration on this site

Hi! I've been kinda drifting off this website... But i really like the blogging aspect of it, like how you can't really post alot of individual posts/bulletins at the same time without being kind of annoying, (no offnse to absolutely anyone because i havent seen ANYONE post that much, the more u do the nicer IMO...), i mean i post all my thoughts everywhere regardless because i have so many of them! Jeez! And i guess, the smaller the audeince the better too. Atleast in my case. I can't shut up help help help

Stuff has been happening and unhappening too. small drama between my friends that i had to kind of mediate...which is a surprise, i usually live a dramafree existence atleast online because i just tend to avoid scenarios where that CAN happeb because it's such a pain and i've lived 18 long drama-full years with my real life friends and family and such i have just had enough. But have i....? I yearn to argue with someone now. I want to divorce someone. It's been too long. My playful meanness is an important way i show affection but it has to be with somoene that im SURE wont take it the wrong way. Which doesnt happen a lot. Well, sometimes i would like some people to take it the wrong way. When i hate them. I also hate a lot of people wehhh but if i hate them if its not fun i dont wanna mess wit em either. It's all just a painnnn and i wanna avoid it basically but i'm getting a bit bored. Maybe play growtopia or soemthing, as much of a cesspool of "ironically" racist middleschoolers it is, it's fun digging out the mindful ones, like that guy who fell in love with me at first sight and kept flirting with me even though i was a lesbian and i kinda got pissed off enough that i think he felt so sorry that he unfriended me which was SO UNFUN!!!! Maybe he just felt as though if he kept me around though, that he would only fall deeper in love with me. That's a funny thought :D

Other than that i've also been freaking out about the effect my family has had on me. Fun times. And being swamped with homework! I don't have finals or anyhting just a decent amount of work i have to do from home with unmedicated adhd. This is seriously debilitating.... makes me stressed and its not nice But ya

I don't know i don't have a lot else to say. I've been thinking of uploading my art here at some point but im kind of like, an artist on other sites, but i want this site to be less about my art and it's like, KIND OF good i guess, Whatever, and people would love it and then come for my art but i wanna TALK. So maybe just post art in bulletins! IDK!^_^ I think i need more friends for me to get any mileage out of bulletins though. Hey why isnt anyone super duper interested in me? I sure would be... Sorry, that's me being satirically full of myself... It's charming tgink of me as like, Papyrus. Everyone loves papyrus! (he is notoriously unpopular)(I'm dooming myself!!!)

i'm starting to have a bit too much fun talking to myself. I think it's time i end this blog for now. It's not very productive, i haven't relaly been doing anything, wokring on writing or drawing or music beacuse im too busy with school! it's sad. But a dry blog and a goodbye it has to be, i guess. Goodbye!

...Wait before i go! I wanted to also share some music i liked here. Just caus. A song that was stuck in my head since i woke up: