reason

I think it's kinda funny how the reason I didn't killed myself is the reason so many others commit

So many people want me dead and hate me just by my existence and that makes me want to stay alive and well

I want to show them that they dont have any control over me

I want to get better and better, I want to live the life that their hateful self took from them

I want to be healthy and happy, I want to make them mad that they couldn't make me miserable like them

I will stay alive