im tired.

Shit, I'm so tired in general. I'm in the process of being diagnosed ASD and schizophreniform disorder, I'm so tired, I can't stay calm. I see hallucinations all the time and I can't sleep peacefully. When will all this shit end? I just want to stop having both auditory and visual hallucinations, I'm tired, I'm only 14 fucking years old. and he should be watching crppypastas or listening to MSI like any puberto. but I'm just a fucking sad teenager trying to survive with his shitty hallucinations and his MSI and MCR songs,, How ridiculous and disgusting it is to live. Lol 

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(I used a fucking translator because I have a hard time understanding English XD)