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 I love Arii. it’s not a secret to anyone that I do. I love her with my entire being. I love everything about her. Sometimes i wonder what i did to deserve her, I love her eternally. Shes my everything. Not a single day goes by where she doesnt cross my mind. Everything about her is just so perfect to me. Shes the best thing to happen to me. I love her to death and i will hold onto my love for her until my hands are buried beneath the earth. I could talk about her for hours. How its cute she looks at me a different way. How she lets me spam her. How shes overprotective of me. Sometimes i worry im not enough but she’ll tell me im amazing and the thoughts just are going to make me spiral. I love her so much, she means everything to me. Shes genuinely the one thing that makes me anymore. Shes everything to me, she makes me so genuinely happy and is so important to me. I genuinely hope i stay with her as long as i possibly can. She means so much to be i cant stand the thought of her leaving or loosing her in general. Shes so important to me and makes this shitty world worth living in. she makes getting better worth it. She makes the struggle to live worth it, because i might have a shitty life but shes in it, the voices screaming are worth it.all the nights ive spent crying and sad about the shitty red flags she has are so worth it. All the pain ive been through to stay with her is so fucking worth it cause at the end of the day she makes me so genuienly happy. Her smile lights up my entire day and her being happy makes me so fuvking happy.