Holy crap

I feel like this is becoming a once a year typa thing but not really bcuz its only been 7 months from the last time i was on here but last time i was more of a freshly just turned 17 and now im about to be 18 in exactly 42 days from now December 14 which is honestly so crazy to me i feel like 15 was just yesterday 😅 anyways life is chillin theres nothing wrong anymore because i dont talk to anyone anymore which is a good thing because a lot of people in my life taught me that its better off to be alone or with as little people possible idk ive learned a shit ton this past year from learning to trust my intuition to the Highest regards and just learned to let go yada yada yada anyways im big chillin like fo real tho im Actually hella cold rn got this big ass comforter on me that my smoking buddy gave to me when she moved up to San Francisco ugh i miss her she was and is a Real one 💟 im gonna straighten my hair right now and do my makeup bcuz i think today is the last time i see my specialist bcuz i am okay enough to not do therapy or not see my specialist i am okay now and life is So chillin