we were girls together

its so sad being an older sibling . I recently saw a tiktok about realizing when your little sibling is no longer little, and it genuinely made me cry because I realized too that my younger sister is no longer a small child. I still see her as that 8 year old gremlin who was obsessed with minecraft and ldshadowlady. When did she get so pretty? When was the last time she asked me for help on how to do her makeup? When did she stop calling me the nickname she made up for me? When did she stop believing in the imaginary friend I made up for her? When did she stop crawling into my bed whenever she was scared? 

I have an older brother, and when I announced to him that I graduated high school and going to college he mentioned about how it doesn’t feel like its been very long since he last held me in his arms as a baby. At the time I thought he was just being overly sensitive, but fucking hell im having a meltdown.

It doesn’t help that i also recently saw a video of these two elderly sisters who were saying their goodbyes to each other since one of them was dying- and shit made me bawl my eyes out because they mentioned about how they “had such a wonderful time together” and how they’ll be together afterwards too. shit makes me cry

anyways love my siblings even when they act like a bitch