You'll wake up and start counting: hours, minutes, and seconds. You'll run, but without knowing where you're going. That's adulthood. Then, you'll likely buy a Switch and you'll also never find time to play it. That's adulthood too.

December, 13, 2023 - 23:55; it's Wednesday or so they say to me.

Today marks my two-month anniversary on SpaceHey! If I haven't dropped you a quick 'thanks for the add' yet, consider it on the way.

I might seem pretty active online, but truth is, I'm just squeezing in a quick scroll during my two workday breaks or diving into Nintendo Switch threads. Plus, I'm in the middle of rewatching 'Shameless' with my mom, keeping up with my Social Media Marketing course (it's like 4 to 8 hours every day, Monday to Friday), and weekends are all about work, so I'm basically living on less sleep, more work, and not enough sunlight. Oh, and let's not forget those adorable YouTube videos of kittens having cute conversations – a must-watch, obviously.

I wrote a long-ass post on different topics (I just wanted to briefly talk about like three), but it's taking too much time to check it all out and to put it together in a way that doesn't feel too much. If you follow me, you already know I am too much, but I'm trying to write less. I JUST CAN'T STOP CONSIDERING THINGS AND ASPECTS, LMAO.

My OG post wanted to maintain a positive to normal to positive tone, but I dug so damn much that it has become a crying festival of horrors. Overthinking is really the grave of happiness. I think I'll post the things I wrote anyway, but in little pills and maybe with some other sources attached here and there because I don't really want to seem that much of a crazy person. Also, this isn't a serious blog, as you can see, just a place where I write nonsensical stuff, some rants, and some personal (NOT reliable, I don't want to be your brain, think what you want, really. Your thoughts can become the hardest thing to steal) considerations about society, sometimes politics (the propaganda aspect, I don't really care anymore about sides, choose the one you prefer and play the game of deceptions as much as you want), and sometimes spiritual (in a Toya-esque way, of course, I'm not your priest, pray who you prefer or don't if you don't want to). I use this place as a diary when I want to escape but connect, so feel free to sneak peek and I hope to lurk and write on your things too.

Other than that, I discovered that I actually know how to make normal conversations, I think, I just need some time to find the right frequencies. Does that happen to you?

Promise me that if you're going to stick around (and you're around my age too, if you're like 13 I don't care what you think about me, I won't fight you on that, lol) that you're gonna think of me as a good type of cuckoo and not a bad one because I mean no harm. Yo, this is coming out as threatening.

I'll just go a fanculo now.

And no, this wasn't that cool post I promised to you days ago. Sorry. When I'll write it, I think you'll genuinely appreciate it because it will be 100% positive feelings and nostalgia, 0 complaints and dark conspiracies stuff (about which I haven't really talked about yet, anyways).

Smell ya' later,

- Toya

PS: As you can see, I still don't have DNI and BYI lists. I find them stupid and, as an adult who has fewer chances to be kidnapped by human garbage, limiting.

If you think we're alike, that's okay, if you think we couldn't be more different, it's okay too. Either way, if we find each other interesting, we'll probably end up talking sometimes, and that's always cool.

I saw someone wrote this on their profile: 'Sharing the same interests doesn't mean that we'll also like each other,' and I couldn't agree more.

That being said, if we hit it up and have also some things in common is better, of course. :D

PSofThePS: I'll format later, bye-bee. QuoteUnquote.

Edit 12/15/2023, 22:54 - Chat GPT's title sucked, so I changed it.