vent

I genuinely hate my old 'friends' so much   I wasted two years of my life hanging out with people who didn't like me. they were the only people I knew at school.  after I left the group now of the people who left with me stopped talking to me and went back to the same group we left because I was being an asshole? like I just hadn't lost a bestie of 5 years   and the thing is that I never stoped talking to them when they were going through something but I guess I was the fucking exception to that. they were the only people I knew at school and they never fucking liked me. to think this all started because of a hiking trip baffles me and then they had the nerve to tell one of my friends that I was being ableist because I didn't want to hike with a grown ass man I didn't know ( for context: one of the people from the group has scoliosis and needed an adult to hike with them. I was fine hiking with an adult if I had two but I wasint comfortable hiking with an adult I didn't know)

[12/13/23]