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yo guys. i think i'm feeling better? we'll see. just some shit may happen that might improve my life state.
about the cardinal thing from the other post, it's a long story. i don't want to explain it. you probably wouldn't understand, and it's not worth typing out a 5000-word essay on something that no one would get.

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sinsoftheflesh

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is it related to the concept of cardinal numbers? if so, i'd like to hear about it cuz it sounds interesting! but i understand if you don't feel like explaining it

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also it's good to hear that you're feeling better!

by sinsoftheflesh; 1702829866; Report

yes, it is indeed! specifically my attachment to large cardinals. i specifically kind of attached my brain to the concept of being the real life manifestation of the weakly compact cardinal, and i've kind of accepted it as just my life now at this point lol. i don't know if it's some sort of delusion or not but my friends don't seem to be weirded out by it. i think another reason why i'm so attached is because i've made characters based on these numbers, and my brain sees those characters as more or less reflections of my irl self. hope this explanation works out

by dogonek [aleph]; 1703031097; Report

yeah, I can understand the part about being attached to a concept. the weakly compact cardinals are a new concept to me tho, from what I've read they're large cardinal numbers whose existence cannot be proven in set theory, but other than that I haven't really studied math theory. if you feel like it, I'd like to hear more about it, like maybe some more in-depth explanation of weakly compact cardinals or how that concept relates to your identity

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