Nicotine and alcohol.

Still thinking about you, trying to forget you, 

used to love you, and i still do,

but i need to forget you,

its for better to be honest,

I need to move on and get my life together,

I just wish it was with you,

listening to some fun music,

and bitching about life together,

but now its just me

alone

with nicotine and alcohol in my blood.