things I think about sometimes (1/?)

Okay. No more "What if", no more pressing that backspace key, no more overthought, overly-complicated linguistic structures to address every single nuance to every facet of potential meaning 'til I burn out halfway through; just a simple list. Short but sweet. D'you think you can manage that, Cree? Alright. Here goes nothing.

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I've been thinking...

...about thinking. Why do I think so much, even to the point where I'm not even realising how introverted my thoughts always are? What does that say about me? Is it possible for me to reach the state of non-thinking? I guess I'll have to think about it.

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I've been thinking...

...that hot chocolate is truly the best invention, period. (Tea is an honourable mention though.)

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I've been thinking...

...why do people invest their energy in hating someone? Especially when it's way more beneficial for both parties to just live and let live. If I don't like the colour green, I'm not gonna give hate speeches about green architectury or green photography or people who simply like green. Same goes for sexuality, identity, skin colour, you name it! It's called basic human decency. So for crying out loud, don't make yourself someone else's problem. It's not that hard.

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I've been thinking...

...reality is one big mindfuck. The unperceived object is the truest of all, for all perceptions of it are undoubtedly twisted to a certain degree.

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I've been thinking...

...that I need more hot chocolate.

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I've been thinking...

...about my character for my first Dungeons And Dragons game. So far I have the alignment (Lawful Neutral), the race (a noble human), a name and title (kinda)(thinking about "Eleanor Zalmora Valthast, Heir of the Corlinn Hill County, Pioneer of Phandalin", 'cause it's long, and thus it's fancy~), and the rest of this pre-established character sheet that I still need to read one of these days. The raw colours have been filled in, now it's my turn to do the shading and the lighting!

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I've been thinking...

...that I'm already failing at this list. I know I said "no more pressing that backspace key", and yet I proceeded to edit my list as I go, meaning I hit backspace quite a buncha times... Whoops.

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I've been thinking...

...I probably would've lost my sanity a long time ago if not for music. Shoutout to anyone who likes to make and produce music, you make the world a better place! (Even if you're just playing it for yourself!)

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I've been thinking...

...why can I learn half a piano sonatine in a month, then have no progress at all for two or three months, and then learn the second half in one week? It's like this with literally everything. Help- how do I become more consistent??? :'D

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I've been thinking...

...this list is getting a bit long already. But when is too long? I like length in my writing because it allows for nuance and depth, but most of SpaceHey's blogs don't seem to cater towards length. Hm. So be it. This is my blog, so my houserules! >:]

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I've been thinking...

...about too much to ever write down in one blog post. I'll see you folks later in another one someday. :]