12/11/23

diary entry

writing this the next day bc wow a lot happened

my sister and i went to chuu's concert!!!!!!! wow i was so nervous beforehand (a mixture of worrying about my health/stamina and just the whole thing in general) but i had such a good time :D 

before the actual concert we got to attend soundcheck and i felt so lucky to be able to sit so close while she was rehearsing!! it felt so surreal omg she’s everything to me  

her voice is just soooo amazing like i already knew this but hearing it in-person is really something else and her performances are so wonderful omg the venue was so cold but whenever she was on stage i didn't even think about it

i also got vip so i was able to take a picture with her eeeeeeeee i don't remember what i even said to her but it was so surreal even making eye contact with her for that long omg she's so pretty and i'm so grateful i got to see her :] i'm looking forward to seeing the pics (they're gonna email them to me in like a few days probably) 

right before the pic though i wasn't feeling good (i hadn't eaten enough and i was feeling ill) so i asked the security guard if i could sit down against the wall while waiting and she gave me water and actually ended up calling the emergency medical people omg?? i really appreciated all of their help and consideration i was just surprised bc i'm used to dealing with this and i was just waiting for it to pass lol but i felt a lot better knowing i wasn't alone and could take my time 

you can imagine how exhausted i was afterwards but i felt great knowing i got to see chuu and that i made it through (i was feeling nervous about this event for a while lmao)

i really hope she does another tour someday!! i already miss her lol