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ive been tgt w my bf for almost a year now and there are times whwre he'll give advices to our friends and mention fhat he will go to his ex's house to another city just so they coukd talk shit out win their rs meanwhile ive yet to experience that shit more than once. i feel like im not worthy and unimportant and it hurts so much whenever i hear him. idk what to do other than just swallow my feelings and bawl my fycking eyes out for hours on end.