daily blog #2 (me?)

new day, new entry! todays topic is more centered around me. sorta? more like reality questions typa stuff sooooo thats your warning.

do you ever feel like you never really feel like you? like you just dissociate and let life takes it course but when i finally ground myself in reality i kind of feel like I'm not looking at me. is it because im trans? maybe it could play a factor in that. but i just tent to dissociate and zone out. if i don't the small voice in my head gets to loud. i like going with the flow of life, even if i am not mentally there as long as im just doing things i enjoy