about platonic love (a rant)

i genuinely never see any platonic love in any form of media whatsoever, it's like platonic love is just 'unseen' throughout media. i have a platonic crush on my best friend, and i hangout with her often, communicate with her, and do almost anything with her, i love her so much but i don't want to portray it as "romantically" since, yes i do love her as a friend, but i feel like as if i love my friend that's more out of a friendly way, but also not romantically. i love platonic stuff, i love doing anything platonic with my best friend, i love her so much, but i genuinely don't want anything that i do for her to pass as "romantic" or anything that's just love as in literal love.