wsg

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struggling a bit with fish right now but i'm not going to talk about him. i'm just going to do some basic updates on my life. 

all i want to do right now is eat sleep watch christmas movies and text guys (minus the s because there is only one guy i actually give a shit about. 

i finished school for the year a while ago so now the holidays are coming up, i.e christmas but it's not the same as you see in movies here because i live in a hot place where we don't get snow for christmas. i wish it would snow on christmas, or at least rain a little on christmas eve night so i could sleep well. i love sleeping with rain, but it has to be real rain, not some weird sounding loop from youtube. 

i am trying to get in the christmas mood right now, but failing because it feels like time is passing very slowly so it almost feels to early to even want to celebrate. i don't wanna rush through the month though. 

my friends are being assholes still, like how racist, transphobic, homophobic, and basically every other kind of bigot can you be? and still making those comments in such a pathetically desperate attempt to be popular is crazy, it's been a year and all you've done is lose your own friends. you're getting negative popularity dude...give up, nobody likes you. 

i had a break for gossip girl but i'm back to it now since i have extra time and don't feel like collapsing into bed for 7 hours immediately after school (yes i do). 

remember to buy pink friday 2 on cd to be extra cool. then you need a cd player or a basic radio. easy enough. then you need patience to not skip through the songs. it's pretty complicated but more importantly stream portals and stay healthy yall. 

love blake