daily blog #1 (inspiration)

i'm trying this thing out as to try and be active on this site cause i like how it looks despite not having anyone to message. soooo I'm trying to daily blog but idk cant guarantee, mostly a place to vent out my more minor troubles. 

OKAY todaaysss topic isssss IINSPIIIRRAATION!!!

i find having inspiration a very nice a lovely thing. before i was inspired but my favorite artists but i always took it in a rather negative way. i used to look at those i looked up too and kept saying in my mind "why cant i be like them?" "why doesn't MY art look like that" "im no good enough" and so on and so on. I've done that for nearly my whole life of being an artist and rather i still kind of do this but i was tired of constantly pitying myself and not doing anything to improve. so i told myself to think of looking art a different way. instead of loathing i set a goal for myself on HOW i can be like my favorite artists. i study how they draw. how the work flow goes for them and such and say "ill be just like them one day" it just takes practice, patience's and seeking ways to improve. cant find out a way to do something? figure out a different way to approach it! the way everyone does something doesn't mean you should approach it the same way. but most importantly HAVE FUN!!. I'm starting to love art again and finally having fun after a looong time. its nice :)