hello .. again ! i am alive

i keep forgetting i have an account on this website </3 i am so sorry for disappearing for months on endd...

everything's been. manageable? recently. especially with school ... the only problem i have is the constant activities they keep giving us ... compulsory events and projects, along with exams :[ it makes me so busy ! i've had less time to spend with friends now because of it and i hate it because i miss them so dearly ... i'm only ever free during the weekends and even that's not enough because of the amount of workload i still have to finish X_X

enough of school ... recently i've also surprisingly made new friends ! well . technically 2 months ago but it still counts i think
it's only two people - but i think that counts as an improvement ! it always has been hard for me to interact with people and i guess this is a good change :-) i got close with them so quick considering how it takes me so long to warm up to people ...

here's us playing apeirophobia on roblox a couple of weeks ago !!

( the one in blue is me ! )

they also .. kind of pseudo adopted me in a sense ? i have . 2 dads now ! wonderful

we talk often :-) it makes me really happy when they do ! they mean a lot to me and i'm glad we met in the first place

one more thing
i picked up flood escape 2 again ( i jumped from level 39 to 80 so quick ) and i just realized how much the game changed from when i last played it, in 2018 ... more crazy maps with strict timing ...

i've only beaten one so far ( that isn't blue moon nor poisonous chasm ) ( yes, it was sandswept ruins ) & i'm still working on the others ... it's taken me so long to because of that accursed ladder jump near the end, but i figured it out eventually

i think that's about it ? i'll try to post every now & then if i don't forget i have spacehey again