neurodivergent moment

Something i realized is that i would constantly want to talk about my interests and current fixations, but when i do usually people don't listen or think i sound so dumb talking about fictional words or when i start getting simple mentions of my favorite characters or ships. 

in VC i had a full on divergent moment w/ friends trying to describe a difference between two things else which is like a minor difference between the two but i went on a whole rant about how its different and after the rant was done i felt like such a crazy person lmao, maybe its for the lack of times people genuinely want to listen or being heckled alot for when i go off about my fixations, major bruuhhh moment