12/7/23

i think i  literally  grew up with yaoi  like . i rememebr waking up everyday and going OH MY  GAD  YASS TIME TO  LOOK AT YAOI !! at the fresh age of 9 and just scrolling through deviantart looking at shadonic / sonadow  art . It  really changed me  .  because look at me ... now i am a gay man . that is so fire . and now i love yaoi / bl games . i am  literally hyperfixated on them . I ned to find   More to play . SWEET POOL MY FAV EVER i literally have never cried so hard at a yaoi game  its so sad  ...  Weirdesr concept ever but i think fuchii nailed it 🔥🔥 

i love all of my irl friends because they listen to me talk abt my stupid yaoi games everyday .  and my yaoi librady .  and theyre even  up to me streaming it .  literally none of them are mlm/nblm but they still listen to me talk  nonetheless .  they are the Bestest EVAR . 

and to  my  bestest friend that ive known for 6 yerrs now , i think it is  so cool that we are the opposite .  they r a lesbian and i am a gay man . but  we've still been like this 🤞 the entire  time  and  mail  eachother  stuff   every year after it moved !!!!!!!  (  i even came  over once to their state to have dinner with them for the last time !!!  ^__^ ) ( I BROUGHT MY KAEYA PLUSHIE TO EAT WITH US TOO !! ) ( he ate some chips :3 )

i know  alot of people shit on  yaoi and  yuri but  yaoi  made me so much happier . this sounds so  stupid ... but  its true  !!!!! like ...  oh   my gah ... shadonic / sonadow  will forecer  have a place in my heart for  making me  learn about my true self . i smile everyday   because i saw 2 fictional hedgehogs  kiss 7 years ago .  how the time  flies  !

i remember  coming out to  my  bast  frand  on our sleepover over at its house .  i was like  hey i needa  tell u a secret ... i like....... Yaoi .

.. and they were like . I know .  AND  I WAS LIKE !!! WHAT THE HECK !!!

my yaoi aura   shows . 

okay   Thats it  i Think !!!!!!!!! GOODNIGHT im  going to sleep !!! :DDD