12.07.23 winter greetings ❆

12.27

..𝜗𝜚

happy happy winter...(･’ω’･)❄️

post finals week had me in the grave  but i've finally returned....this semester was by far the worst i've ever experienced in the history of uni but i've been resting up for two weeks (｡╹ x ╹｡)b currently sipping on hot choco  as i compile this blog  prepare for longest blog entry EVAUR

Nov+Dec blog Loading....★

11.03

last scan before changing my case 

the start of my really bad insomnia...just a month until winter break (;´д｀) knowing how much i have to do keeps sending me into a spiral but we #Must persevere [insert f it let's do it audio from tiktok ] last year of uni and no sign of senioritis anywhere (‘ε’*)!

11.09

this pic of my prof i took was the funniest one i captured this sem  i never interact with my profs that much throughout the semester but unfortunately i was forced to deal with his silliness really helped push me through the remaining year  no matter how brutal the course he taught was...

⚠︎ [redacted] is not a student it's a prof ⚠︎

i never actually had her class i've only heard how evil she was to the people in the program...*scratches back of head*hehe (select to reveal truth) 

11.15

^_^

meturned into pile of mush after my classmate offered me a strawberry marshmallow (ﾉ≧,≦) she told me it's because i've been giving my tablemates candy all semester Oohhhhmygawd (me when people show any slight appreciation) it's Pink& matches with my stuff...❤︎

11.16

um

i doodled myself on my Ipad (↑top) and showed it 2my classmates saying it was me but apparently the real me is the one below (courtesy of my classmate drawing me)  Goat status revoked i guess (´﹃｀|l)

most unserious class 3ver...

*this went on until the end of the sem....(ft. my friend)LOLOL

i might show my prof these pics next semester ^_^

my industrial design classmate's friend test 3d printed a cat and gave it to me Holay Molay  meet 우리 Winston....i wanted to paint him pinkchoco but he looks really cute plain (ㅅ´ ˘ `)

11.19

speaking of said classmate i forced asked him to render a 3d print file for my proj while the league championships went on

i wish i didn't laugh at this but the explanation in kpop terms made me laugh so hard (≧∇≦)

way to start off thanksgiving break....

 ....

the entire break was just rotting in bed & part-time job ヾ(・∀・*)ゝYes ~♪

11.20

Three things i don't play about: 1bin★, meganes, off-putting vibes

11.23

finally had some time to tidy up my desk ★ ～(‘▽^人)

*only 4it to be completely trashed for finals week...it still gives me peace of mind 

shibuya kitty 

현J & 빵hoon Purikura rep !!!!

Just realized I haven't taken purikura pics with my friends in a while... #WinterBreakGoal

11.27

miso got dropped off at the kuma den （´・｀  )❤︎

11.28

taken at 6am....microdosing being a cat owner (*/_＼)

even though i get no sleep when miso visits i still love him unconditionally even if he makes me insane from sleep deprivation

stayed awake with him by going on my phone until 12pm class...💧

hehe (*^.^*)

my classmate's pencil pouch is Litcherally HER  i l❤︎ve it when little charas resemble my friends + she was wearing a grey sweater too (￣▽￣*)ゞ

i am him...he is me

11.28

moments before disaster (ﾉ_ヽ)

i know mezzo material kind of s*cks but i didn't expect the material of the handle to crumble all over my car so easily  first time taking this bag out after having it for over a year too 

can u guys see the dread going home

11.30

 #1giveaway to spot a design major

switched to my angel❤︎blue bag after suffering the consequences

(￣ー￣；)

(vacuuming the mezzo crumbs out of my car)

as the final weeks came in i dieded...the horrors started (sleeping no earlier than 7am for almost a week straight) and i couldn't do anything but accept and prepare that this week was just going 2be real bad from the lack of sleep &TIME  X_x

12.01

my coworker &(friend and classmate) terrorizing me post shift before finals week

We Rlly Didn't Wanna go Home........Um

?

12.02

12.03

before i start standing on Business 

bought this choco croissant candle @trader's post-shift (●´□)★

*we were in fact not standing on business

12.04

Pink&Black♚

the P❤︎nk lifestyle was the last thing on my mind here BUT....I wore my mymelo mask 2school &that cheered me up cause i kept showing up to class in the worst outfits 3ver due to (0)energy

(°ㅂ°╬)

this week truly sucked i would probably wish this on my worst enemy

『i hereby sentence u 2 three(3) projects due all within four(4) days....』

12.05

crit sessions actually makes me want to d*e and jump out the window but my friend sat in class with me for final presentations as my stomach was hurting the entire class  (υ´Д｀)..

i ended up doing very well 

i thanked my prof this sem by gifting him the full bag of strawberry gummies i always give to him (&my tablemates) and he talked to me after class to give me a private speech of how goated excellent i was throughout the course (´• ω •`)❤︎...Who else crieded(iDid)

very

silly sentimental moment (cringe)

i Super appreciated what my prof told me ummmMe when i feel recognized and seen for my efforts ゜:(つд⊂):゜。i went home then pondered abt it some more cos this was the first time a prof directly told me i was one of his best students [rather than silently giving me the ↑Highest grade in the class *evil smirk*]

my friend who knows abt my k★ma identity surprised me with a pink star tray she made in her ceramics class  oh mein GOTT!

i am a Little sucker 4ppl who gift me things with me in their minds....

(spoken like a True gift giver)

i got to see my old classmate again &check out his emo bag !!!!!

+peep kaneki-くん 

(´∀｀) [ka-chik]

i wish i wore black and brought my airpods to maximize the mysterious emo vibes if i knew my i'd see my classmate today...anyway he let me wear his bag

my silly prof...

(*`0´)θ☆(メ°皿°)ﾉ

at this point me &everyone around were running on no sleep this past week so the vibes were horrendous....and to top it off i had a work dinner in the middle of finals week [hands beside head with mouth wide open] Can this week get any worse (it Did)

12.0(6)(7)

U guys will NOT believe what happened to me on finals week...

i did an all-nighter since i had two projects due on the same day & after i finished i wanted to take a quick nap before going in for my final presentation.. . . .

the sleep i was getting waz Very suspicious so i woke up and realized i was over an hour late to class Um.. ... .!!!!!!!!!

<i'm cooked...>

i'm actually so so gr8_8ful my friends encouraged me to pull up with 20min left on the clock since i spent quite some time debating on whether if it was even worth it coming in (or if i should email my prof a sob story)All is good....my friend let him know i'd come in Ohhhmygodㅠㅠ

he ended up being really chill after i looked at him like this and told him the truth (i was dying the entire week) & asked if i could at least explain my project to him for participation (*・  ・)💧

on a serious note i was still so upset i almost missed the last day of lecture cause i spent the entire night learning blender to render my project & i wanted to see my classmates' too [crumbles and fades into nothing] this entire day was just me spitting out profanities and going delirious from no sleep (￢_￢)(sorry to every1 who saw me)

to make it up i tore up all the food@my work dinner

last day of lectures  2 more submissions 

Thus making some icons 4my desktop

new desktop layout 

1bin my star....★

i finally cleaned up my adobe files that were taking up the entire screen

my (honest)𝒮𝒽𝑜𝓊𝒿𝑜 feelings abt W★nbin

(joke...Kinda)ε(*’-’)з

missing my Galfrens sao bad [sniff] 

?_?

12.10

(´ ꒳ ` )

my mom gifted me the elixir ver of burberry her since i already had the original and WOAH!!!!!Berry goodness and a little sweeter compared to orig.... i layer it on with by rosie jane's dulce for a berry vanilla ice cream scent (^▽^)/ ʸᵉᔆᵎ

12.12

working on our last submissions

*lets pretend he wasn't losing his mind on the hello kitty table ^_^

fortunately

i had it better than my friend so i was going back and forth between my desk and my bed to rest....(Our Asses were not gonna submit these files in time) and i completely called it a day meanwhile he had half his sanity left and was psychotic in my pink princess room so i was in and out of consciousness while he was working at my kawaii pinkiful trinket-filled desk past 6am(X_x)

12.14

my dad's honest reaction to miso getting dropped off:

me: did miso come home?

papa kuma: really?

me: yeah

papa kuma: idk

me: i think he's home

me: i heard a meow

papa kuma: (* Ŏ∀Ŏ)...💧

Ooohh my godシ(″ロ゛)

(miso's biggest Opp: PapaK★ma)

12.15

neokyo haul → filming time★

Veri*^^* cause my kkuma mp3 player works

♫Awesome!♫

12.18

the truth behind my user change...

i've had jm1k since i was in middle school & ever since i've had a lot of random burner accs dming me for the username (i obv said no becos i was young &stubborn)

[15 y/o me scratching my head]

after many years of attempted login emails & texts for this user i can finally have my Peaceful Slumber....grieving my short random user that i've had since 2015 (　；∀；)

12.19

package from angelnumber555★ came in #Slay박

(´﹃｀)

feeling like personification of 【pretty girl - KARA】

if u wanna pretty~♪

every wanna pretty ｡♪₊˚

real outfit 2go out to dinner 

except it's not real cause i got embarrassed heading out in the white puffer so i took it off before leaving  should've worn it though cause it was raining (´ω｀。)||

(-д-；)(Yum!)

12.20

예쁜 미소(Miso)...get it

Miso빵

12.21

went to burberry to get my grandma a scarf for XMas Ummrm wasn't really expecting to spend $650 so UKnow i had to try it on and force my friend to take pics of me★

bà ngoại is abt 2hav the drip

these frames unexpectedly looked okay on me...only for a certain vibe becos if i wear it casually i'm gonna end up serving vector from despicable me (笑)(⌐⎚u⎚)

12.23

윤가민(goat)

He's my everything(haven't read StudyGroup in 2 years)

nothing is funny cause i received my first 89 in my college career ( ㅅㅂ･)╬ i wanted to graduate with all As but my first ever B!!!! Kinda glad it's over with since I h8ted that prof &never showed up LOL but i think it was a good run....ㅎㅎ

12.25

have yourself a 𝓂𝑒𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝓍𝓂𝒶𝓈~♬

my friend surprised me with the sweet tooth set  was kinda scared it'd be too sweet but it settles so much softer on my skin compared to sniffing the nozzle *^^*YATTA!

k★mapection (b4 entering 2☆24!!!)

so many [head in hands] moments throughout this year....

but Hurray(!) & happy to one year to my blog❤︎ i think i did a pretty good job at almost capturing everything this past year &I'm so ( ˙꒳​˙ )★ 4being able to power through being semi-active on social media while trying to navigate school and work (+potential post-grad Life...><)

❤︎ Diligence (★≧▽^))★☆ i think i showed up to class more often & i ended up making my first Ever uni friends (though i am a chronic skipper....^^)

methinks i put a lot more effort into my appearance later half of '23 by coming into class at least dressed properly (comp. to previous blog post where i consistently wore yoga pants) &doing my makeup for school more to feel like I'm Standing On Business

speaking of new friends...

past me could not even IMAGINE making new friends let alone hanging out outside campus but i was incredibly lucky to be in tight-knit classes (perks(?) of being a design student...) where i had the likable batch of students.. . . ..

i used to be part of the going-straight-home club (still am kinda) but i've enjoyed staying on campus a bit more than the allotted time of k★ma hours [duration of my lectures]

highest achievement is spending more time offline and being more social irl ♪(^ω^ )

way more ups&downs compared to last year...

not sure if i enjoy experiencing the high of highs, lows of lows, but i feel like 2★23 is the year where i felt like i was aging for the first time [no more feeling like a 17 year old girl!]

𝓽𝓱𝓪𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾

if you read this far...this blog entry is excruciatingly&painfully long but i enjoy looking back and thanking myself for being detailed (LOL)

|･ω･`*)ッ

i hope winter is treating u warmly &The New Year('24!!!!) will welcome you with many good things....see you soon As always  Seasons Greetings from me(&Miso)

--𝓀★𝓂𝒶--