Let's Catch Up!

HEYAAAAAA!!! DI HERE!!! Whoooo it's been a while! 

I really mean for these blog to be a consistent thing, I mean it!! But my classes have been KILLING ME!!! All of my work is piled up right now @_@ I have 2 major essays due this weekend, YIKES!!!! For my English essay we were supposed to pick a book, read and and write an analysis for it. I picked "The Shining" .....I have only read one chapter and my essay's due Saturday. However my weekend's fully booked so I have to get it done by Thursday....HOOPS!! I watched the movie but apparently it isn't super accurate...so I looked around and apparently there's a miniseries that is book accurate. I will literally do anything besides actually reading the book LOLOLOL xP

Anyways update on the love confession..... WE'RE AN ITEM NOW!!! EEEEEEEEEEEEEKK!!! >////<  Still, I'm not sure if I can call him my boyfriend yet @_@

WE'RE GOING ON OUR FIRST DAY THIS TOMORROW!! EEEEEEEKKK!! We're going to an arcade pizza place!! I was suuuper nervous to tell my mom about it bc well, I needed her permission to go yknow? But the whole interaction was surprisingly casual, in the end I was nervous over nothing @_@ She was really excited for me, she literally cancelled her weekend trip just so she could take me to the date, LIKE WHAT!!!??

Anywayyys to continue talking about him. He actually left me on delivered for almost 2 DAYS!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?? Like DUDE do you ever check your phone??!?! It's not until this morning that I texted him again that he responded, URRGGGHH!!! IT MADE ME SOOOO MADD!! So much that I never looked at what he sent me out of spite!!! HUMPH!!

And to make my day even worse; I might not be able to take a test for something that I had no control over??!?!? Let me explain: So Monday I was scheduled to have a test, to I made a doctor's appointment on Wednesday so that I wouldn't miss it. Come Monday and the teacher says that the test has been moved to Wednesday. DUDE NO FUCKING WAY. So now, there I was, with an appointment I can't reschedule and a test on the same day, same hour, LUCKY ME!! So Monday after class I let the teacher know, I tell him that I have a doctor's appointment so I won't be here. And he says to send him and email tomorrow to remind him so that we can figure out a time. So tomorrow comes, and I do just that. I forget about in until Wednesday night and I see that he replied: "Is there a valid reason that you didn't take the exam today?" .....DUDE I LITERALLY TOLD YOUU!!! Sigh but anyways I tell him that I was at the doctor, and he says that as long as I have a doctor's notice (I don't) and I bring it Monday I'll be able to take the test. I ask him if the prescription will do because it has the date on it..and he just says: "If it shows your appointment was on the day of the exam, it will be accepted. Prescriptions are not always issued on the day of a medical visit"......LIKE BRO WHAT??? IS THAT A YES OR A NO??? DUDE LITERALLY WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM MEEEEE???!?!@:>1Q2LWO

You know what makes me sooo mad about this is that THIS WASN'T EVEN MY FAULT!! I WAS THE ONE WHO PLANNED ACCORDINGLY!! HE'S THE ONE WHO SUDDENDLY CHANGED THE EXAM DATE AND MESSED MY PERFECTLY PLANNED SCHEDULE UP!! I'M GONNA GET A 0 ON THE TEST OVER SOMETHING COMPLETELY OUT OF MY CONTROL???? I haven't even gone on my first date yet and I'm already getting FUCKED!!

So I go on about my day, my friend (now boyfriend) left me on delivered and my History teacher is being difficult, So um, I'm just having the worst fucking day of my life! Since class ended early I went back to the library to work on my essay (which I should be writing right now 7_7) until it's about 2:40, which means that classes should have ended already which means that I can see him. So I go outside and wait, and I get a text from him asking me if I'm still in class. In a moment on reason and calmness, I answered, I figured I didn't want to cause trouble in the relationship because I was having a bad day. I told him I was out front, and then proceeded to wait for him. Then I see him arriving from afar...and then he imminently starts talking to his (girl) best friend.....OH I WAS FURIOUUUUUSSS!!!! Like i get that I was farther away and he probably didn't see me sitting there, BUT DUDE, AT LEAST COME AND LOOK FOR ME??!??!? LIKE I TOLD YOU THAT I WAS OUT HERE AND HE JUST DIDN'T BOTHER TO COME LOOKING FOR ME THAT WAS SOOOO!!! And then guess what?! My mom parked on the side where he was on, so I had to walk past him to get to her car. So I get up, he sees me and waves at me, and as I walk past him I tell him that I'm literally leaving right now and the he waves goodbye and says "I'm sorry!" ...ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?????! "IM SORRY" SO YOU'RE AWARE YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG. YOU ARE AWARE THAT YOU MESSED UP!!!weldfkj URGGHHHHH!!!!! OH I WAS FUMING!!! I WAS SO MAD!!! I NEEDED TO HIT SOMEONE!!!! I NEEDED TO GRAB SOMEONE AND BREAK THEIR JAW OPEN REVERSE BEAR TRAP STYLE!!!!! But I'm fine now! ^__^

Ok so looking back I realized that going out from was a misplay on my part. I knew that his (girl) best friend was going to be out front also. If I REALLY wanted to test him I should have stayed in the library and told him I was there. Missed opportunity on my part, I know, I basically set myself up to be ignored!!! But that won't be the case next time!! I'll make sure of it!! Plus, now that I've officially calmed down I've decided on how to proceed. I am going to go to our date, and I am going to tell him "I am so fucking mad at you." And then hopefully we'll talk it out and fix the issue!!! Yaaaayyyy!! ^__^ Or we'll break up who knows!!! Depending on how he responds to this will determine the outcome of our relationship! So we'll see tomorrow.

Uhhh...So I actually started writing this yesterday. But since I literally had the worst day ever today I forgot what I was going to initially write about. So uhhhhh, recap of the past 2 weeks i guess?;

Tuesday November 21 is when we became official!! Yaaayyy!! Then thanksgiving break I hang out with my friends, we went out to eat and then had a sleepover, it was fun! Then next week uuuuhhh i forgor. Last weekend me and my family went out of town to do some shopping! It was fun! I bought my friends Christmas gifts, I saw my dad (he works out of town so we only see him on weekends sometimes), and me and my sister saw Trolls 3!! (no one else wanted to come with us) It was fun!! We both really enjoyed the movie!!! I've had the soundtrack on repeat since then LOLOLOL. This Friday is me and my friend's (now bf) first date!! (and hopefully not our last) and this Saturday my friend is coming over for a sleepover!! Yaaayyy! So busy weekend for me!!

And that's pretty much been my life so far!! Again, I'm really trying to make these a consistent thing but man, has time not let me!! Here's to hoping my frist date ever goes well!!

– D ☆