about testosterone

After years of yearning, waiting, dreading... I got my first shot on the 1st of December. I am glad that I waited all these years, because now, I 'm confident in my choices. So, it's been a week on T !!!!

I'm so grateful, so happy !!

My only struggle are cis folks. The only reason I was afraid was that I could be judged by cis people, people that don't want to understand, people judging me on my choices, because I'm not the pretty hot woman looking thing they think they see in me.

But f that !
I'm happy being visibly trans !
I'm happy being visibly queer ! I do drag for f's sake ! I'm already in the public space performing my gender non conformity, glad to make them foam at the mouth !!
I'm a possibly nb 20yo T boy, and I wouldn't have it any other way.

Being queer is something that makes me proud, that brings me joy.

I'm happy in my relationships, happy I don't date with cis men anymore, happy to come home to queer loving arms.