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Day 34 & 35 of Having a Sense of Humor So Broken I Can't Be Nor/mal Anymore

HELLO HI! I DONT WANNA EVER DO A DOUBLE ENTRY AGAIN I WANNA MAKE THESE DAILY!!!!! But also since im finding myself doing double entries a few times should i just do double entries ? ;;; I DUNNO! WE BALL! 


i wrote day 34 entry in the afternoon of day 35! I slept before i could make my entry last night ^^;;;;;


DAY 34!!!!!!!!!!


[ Sleep Schedule || Previous Night ] -

I slept around 3-4 hours and then woke up for a full day of work!!!! I know, not smart but, i think it helped me kind of stay awake during the full day. I dont know how to describe it. When i oversleep and then i have plans later, even though i got a lot of sleep, i still feel incredibly sleepy and sloppy. 


[ Organization ] - 

I didnt get to clean that day ^^ my clothes r on the floor rn aaggghhh

[ Socialization ] - 

I worked well with my coworkers and everyone at work was communicative and nice to me as usual!!! Im very grateful!!! Im a bit clumsy and i get overstressed easily, but theyre kind and understanding. 

Basically immediately after work i had a meeting? Kinda thing? With a bunch of my turkish friends n mentor :333 Bee couldnt make it, i dont blame her, being 17 is hard when youre getting ready for college/uni stuff! But i miss her already ;;
Ece and Emma were there, and it was nice talking to them. I got to learn more about Emma, despite being my childhood friend who’s known me for 10+ years, she doesn’t share all that much. It’s nice cause I want to let her know she can rely on me! :]]]


[ Art/Creative ] -

Gahhhh didnt get to draw at alllll i was so tired. ;; literally worked 8-5 and then had the meeting at 6. Came home 9 pm and fell asleep in the front entrance


[ School Work ] -

I didnt have anything due! :OOO it’s only finals rn and ive already studied hard enough, rahh!!! I will probably study even more tonight (day 35)


[ Hydration ] - 

hydrated!


[ Physical Activity] - 

I didnt get to walk ;;; i didnt have the time to! gah!


[ Diet ] - 

I didnt eat anything till it was meeting time. There was pizza. I think i didnt have an appetite when i was working for some reason


[ New Information/Something New ] -

Learned more religious lore :OOOO smthn smthn prophet muhammad encourages to cry when you are praying, smthn smthn. I am intrigued. I like learning about religion!


HEEYYYY ITS DAY 35!!!!! HEY HI!!!!!!! >  < 


[ Sleep Schedule || Previous Night ] -

I SLEPT SO WELL LAST NIGHT :DDDD and i have a feeling ill sleep well tonight too!!!! 


[ Organization ] -
Cleaned, vacuumed, folded laundry GRAH RAH IM ON A ROLL!!!


[ Socialization ] - 

I usually dont count texting, but i messaged some friends i havent talked to in a while. :] it was nice!!!! I miss them! And i got to talk to my mom and update her abt some stuff going on recently :]] it was nice!!!! Also my penpal let me know he sent his letter so im looking forward to that arriving!! yippee!!!


[ Art/Creative ] -

I DREW! HERE YOU GO, DOODLES OF ME AND MY BEST FRIEND, REGULUS!



i drew us being silly n arguing about something but, we don't really argue? so i had to ask the dude himself and here's his answer:

backstory/meaning of this is: a few weeks ago he was "prioritizing" other people (HE WAS UPDATING A MUTUAL FRIEND ABOUT //OUR// PLANS I WAS JUST BEING DRAMATIC BC IM CLINGY) and i just said sorry :// sorry i already made your clone and now im in another planet now. sorry. it's over you didnt respond to my message for 1 minute and now im in a different planet. this is your fault. /j

and his decision was to decide to explode the other planets so i dont do that. Real + Correct answer, this is why he's my best buddy

but also i need those other planets and clones as escape plans :[[ this is what the doodles of us is arguing about!!!! 


[ School Work ] -

It’s final exams week and there is no proper homework !!!! >< im free!!!


[ Hydration ] - 

Im so hydrated B]]] EEEASSY!!!!


[ Physical Activity] - 

I went on a walk and it was so nice old women love talking to me for some reason suddenly all the older (AND I MEAN LIKE! 50-60 YEAR OLD! Not middle aged or nothing! Grandmamas! :D) are on my usual walking trail. Cool! 

ALSO while i was on my walk i bumped into my parents, who usually take a completely different route. And i immediately bursted into laughter when i saw them from like a 100+ yard distance. Okay, so my dad has these shoes he got from like Temu or something, and they’re the brightest most eye burning highlighter shade of orange EVER. I IMMEDIATELY RECOGNIZED THEM FROM MY DADS BRIGHT ORANGE SHOES THAT I ALWAYS LAUGH AT, I COULDN'T BREATHE WHEN I SAW THEM. WHEN WE CAME ACROSS EACH OTHER I POINTED AND LAUGHED, THAT’S RIDICULOUS. But anyways and then i accompanied them home :33 updated my mom while dad “kept the tempo” (bro just is in constant fast walk mode.) but it was a nice change of pace :] haha get it….change of….pace….ill leave, sorry. 


[ Diet ] - 

I had three meals!!!! Were they the healthiest? Not really! But no skipping and nothing too absurdly crazy. I need to cut back on bread though ;;;

i could honestly eat it for every meal…i could just eat it all the time without stopping! ^^


[ New Information/Something New ] -

Found out about the tiktok standup guy who just got a netflix special….and from the things ive seen it just looks so unfunny. It was so funny it i had to go watch someone ACTUALLY funny so i rewatched Donald Glovers comedy special, Weirdo ! it’s never not funny!! If you havent seen it i really recommend it :] 


OH ALSO I WATCHED BRITTANY BROSKIS NEW VIDEO TOO THAT WAS SO FUNNY. I ALMOST GOT WATER IN MY NOSE I HAD TO STOP MY MORNING ROUTINE LIKE A BUNCH OF TIMES FROM LAUGHTER.

Okay if you get it you get it okay. I dont want any judgement when i say the title alright. Before i say the title i want everyone to turn off their judgement switches in their brains okay. 

The video title is “boyfriend ASMR somehow got worse”


I KNOW, I KNOW WHAT YOURE THINKING BUT ITS FUNNY AS FUCK OKAY! AND GUESS WHAT, AS YOU CAN GUESS THIS IS THE SEQUEL. THE PREQUEL IS EVEN SUPER FUNNIER. IT WAS SO FUNNY I SHOWED IT TO MY OLDER BROTHER AND WE WATCHED IT TOGETHER AND NOW WE MAKE REFERENCES TO THE FIRST VIDEO SOMETIMES. ITS FUNNY. PLEASE WATCH. WATCH IT CHRONOLOGICALLY. Thank you. 


Anyways thats what i learned just cause someone has followers on tiktok doesnt mean theyre funny but we already knew that, i just like watching tea videos sometimes bc it is fun! ^^ drama gossip stuff is fun okay…..its fun, sue me. Serve me papers, sue me cmon. Im gonna be 40 watching tea videos and reading gossip tweet threads. Gonna have those celebrity magazines and gasping, putting my hand to my mouth politely! Gasp! She did what!!!!! It’s funny. I am intrigued. 


{ [ Music ] } -

I dont have music recs today uu lately im listening to others' recommendations n stuff!!! I have nothing new to give you!


{ [ Thoughts ] } -

Feeling :3333333 :DDD x333 :3333 >< !!! ^^ >< :333 !!! because me and my best friend changed discord pfps for christmas YAAAAY AND WE HAVE MATCHING STATUSES and it’s a ridiculous status okay. 

Here’s what the status is. 




Yeah. Yeah I know. I know

We dont have to talk about it. i just find it very fuckign funyndkjfghdfg 

Feliz yaoidad. What else am i supposed to say. This is who i am now. 


ANYWAYS goodnight :]]] goodnight goodbye!!!!!! Goodbye!!!!!! Buh bye now see you tomorrow!!!! Buh bye!!!! ^^


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Slip_Moth

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Honestly, double or daily, I don't mind either, whichever one is more convenient at any given moment.

You're so real for the sleeping in thing, it's ingrained in me to wake up at 6am and I'm always so tired and my eyes burn but I feel better than when I wake up at 8 or 9am.

Also, great art as per the usual. I don't know why I came to this association but the second doodle with you guys arguing about the ethics of blowing up planets reminds me of South Park, I've never seen that show so I'm not sure why, maybe it's the attire. Anyway, that's not an insult, it's still really good.

Bread isn't that bad right? I mean health wise, not entirely sure on that but I think it's oils that's the bad thing. I don't know, I don't blame you though, bread is good.

The Matt Rife thing is so funny! The unfunniest thing about it is his actual stand up and that is so ironic to a Shakespearen degree. Like, he completely destroyed his career and isolated his main audience with one joke that wasn't even funny. I actually have some sort of ironic enjoyment from watching terrible stand up, unless it's like grossly offensive. Also, I'll definitely add the Donald Glover special to my list, I didn't even know he did stand up, what a jack of all trades.

I don't blame you for drama content tbh, I can pretend I'm above it but I watch it on the daily.

Anyway, good luck with the exams and enjoy your yaoimas and Yuri day!


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hmm i think some days i just dont have much to say ;; idk! like you said, ill do whatevers convenient ^^;;

thank you!!!! i get why itd reminds you of South Park it's such an absurd discussion and the style is silly and blob like yk? :DD also yeah the winter outfits too probably!!!! my trapper hat and our little blobby mittens probably feel like kyle and other characters lolol. i was too deep into south park at one point ^^;;; thank you again!!!

i mean...bread makes you fat! and it's kinda like the first thing people cut out from their diets, no? i think it's the carbs rather than oils in this case. i dont really care that much, but thinking abt that clip made me notice ah. a lot of turkish food has like dough based stuff. i take it around with me too much. id prefer eating vegetables. but that means i have to pick raw vegetables i like or take the time to cook them. hmmmm

the thing is i think the whole reason he did all that unfunny business was due to personal insecurities. i think dude is just insecure as hell. and like you can hear it from his words alone? the things he chooses to say are clearly from someone who has no personal confidence in a way? he's constantly trying to makeup for something or 'seem cool' and his main audience, women, i guess just arent 'cool' enough. but all that's doing is garnering more of an insecure male audience. it does nothing good for anyone, AND ITS JUST UNFUNNY ITS JUST INSECURE DUDES SAYING NUH UH IM NOT INSECURE!! at eachothers faces!!! anyways it's just bad comedy, mid at best
ALSO I HIGHLY RECOMMEND LOOKING INTO DONALD GLOVERS CAREER IN GENERAL! he has done so many things it honestly blows my mind, surely youve heard of his incredible show Atlanta. he's the creator and one of the writers, and acts as the main character. it's really good, i think youd enjoy it!

anyways i rambled again blegh

i was not expecting you to say that at the end dfjkghfdg thank you im so shocked hearing someone else say it for some reason. you enjoy your yaoimas and happy new yuri too, Moth! ^^

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I think you might be on to something there, now that I think about it, him being insecure makes perfect sense. He's trying to fit I with other edgy, unfunny comedians. I imagine that he must be seen as a joke in the stand up world and not a very funny one at that. He should've just made a transphobic joke, for some reason that always works. Also, I'm going to add Atlanta to my list, I've always heard good things about it but never watched it for myself. I've heard it be compared to twin peaks so it's strange that I haven't seen it yet.

The irony of me commenting on the Scott pilgrim section by saying that bread doesn't make you fat because I genuinely thought that was a myth but then being told that bread does indeed make you fat. This is why I stay far far away from anything biology related.

I'm also surprised that I actually said yaoimas and new Yuri. Sometimes you surprise yourself, I guess.

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