im hyper and wanna do backflips (rant)

This is my dream after collage:

I wanna go into the air force but at the same time I wanna do something with the CIA or the law.. but like my dad wants me to be come a Photographer but my mom wants me to become a cook, I just wanna cry so badly knowing that I cant do what they want. I cant do this I'm tired of being seen as a girl I wish I was born a man but at the same time I don't.. but I feel like I want to do the air force or CIA cuz of my bad hyper-fixation of capt john price.

im balling my eyes out right now