7.12.23

anyways, im giving you a little life update

im wiriting this at around 7am and i havent even slept because i took a nap during the day, so i cant sleep even if i tried

im no longer in school, got done with that finally. but now im in a university and i honestly dont know if its better or worse. there are heave pros and cons so i guess it cancels that out. speaking of which, theres a heavy fucking downside that we have now: we have obly one free day instead of two because of the stupid fucking scheduling. apparently, as ive been told, its a new thing starting this year bcuz theres a lot of new people and they gotta fit eevryone in. right when i started my academic year!!! this is literally bullshit. but good thing is that sometimes i have days where i just have two classes so i can have more free time

i wont ramble about the specifics of my uni life because i absolutely cannot be fucking bothered right now, but maybe some day later when i get that stick up my ass to talk about how my university works

in other news, im experiencing burnout i guess? i dont know what you call it but im super fucking tired all of the time. i have a lot of these games where you play daily and i literally cannot force myself to go beyond the bare minimum on most days. catching up to the new story is a whole different thing. at least youtube is always there for me and my rotting little brain

getting tired of writing so ill stop. see you sometime later