writing about my day!

School is almost over! I'm so happy about that but then I'm staying after school today but only for a bit and then my dad is going to take me to Five Below to get green colored items! it's for a basket I'm doing in stuco!(student council) and what we're doing is were going to make the baskets and the teachers are going to essentially have a bid and the money goes to family's so we can buy them gifts! I'm really happy to be doing stuff like this and I'm happy to be in a club I can be myself and to spend time with my friends! :3 I'm really exhausted though it's getting harder for me to breath and I have to take really deep breaths just to feel like I didn't take a short breath. I feel like it's caused by the situations that happened yesterday, I had texted my crush goodmorning but he never texted me back even though he could post on his story..... I hate feeling like this. I hate feeling attached to him. I hate being attached to him it's like I barely know him so why do I feel like this? why am I like this.... Why can't I just like someone a normal way. Why did I get my hopes up? Is there something wrong with me? Is it me? I don't know, I just wish that I didn't have to feel like this towards him. 

sorry for the long blog, but if you're reading Thank You!:3