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Pouring down your windows,

The rain and all the blood. 

Guts of a man who told me to smile, 

Couldn’t keep our mouths shut. 

A chase with ease to win, 

Even though I’d never run. 

Candles to blow out now, 

Who knew I was living in the fun. 

No eye contact no supervision, 

A Reaper who never learned to love. 

For someone so afraid of the dark, 

I do all I can to avoid the sun. 

And if you’d like to see me, 

You can’t. 

And if you’d like to save me, 

You can’t. 

There’s No need to fear I’m just doing all I want inside of my head my head my head my head 

The end might be near but that’s not what I dread I dread I dread I dread 

I’m not even here it’s been a long time and I’m dead I’m dead I’m dead I’m dead 

Not that you care, it’s been years I’m in my bed my bed my bed my bed. 

And if you want to love me, 

You can’t. 

And if you want to hold me, 

You can’t. 

There’s no need to fear I’m only doing it inside of my head my head my head my head. 

The end might be near and maybe that’s what you get you get you get you get 

No one really cares and it’ll take years, and that’s what I dread I dread I dread I dread. 

I’m not even here and it’s been a long time and I’m dead I’m dead I’m dead I’m dead. 

And if you’d like to see me, 

You can’t. 

And if you’d like to save me, 

You can’t. 

A savior of the broken, 

Beaten and the damned. 

Well, he couldn’t save me, 

Not in the way I planned. 

Did I morph into a phantom, 

With broken wrists and hands? 

Everything that I picked up, 

I picked up from a broken man. 

I dreamt of your glass fingertips, 

Never was footsteps in the sand. 

Even now as I sink and drown, 

I try to save all the people that I found. 

And if you want to love me,

You can’t. 

And if you want to hold me, 

You can’t.