Diary Entry #4: 12/6/2023

Hello everyone! It's been a while! I don't really find myself active on Spacehey much anymore but it's nice to drop by once and a while to see how things are going. Lifes been fine I suppose. Still not in school but I'm starting to care about that less and less. Sometimes, I think people I talk to look down on me for it though. It makes me feel like people assume I'm stupid or something. I think it's probably just in my head, but I can't help but feel that tone come across. Most of my friends are okay with it though haha. They are actually kinda happy to have someone who's constantly free. And I like that too, I like being there for my friends. Online and Offline! Its nice to prove to yourself you can still be useful when you feel like you mean nothing most of the time. And Ive found, its the small things that prove to yourself that you can still find the right to live. Made yourself dinner today? Then let yourself live a day longer. Changed your sheets? Keep going till you have to change them again. Im hoping one day I can get to the point I dont have to keep making up these little goals and I can live normaly but, until then, Ill keep finding solalce in the small things.