drawing is fun but im not always satisfied

art is fun, this is one of my sketchy pages ;D however i sometimes get down thinking why i should draw if theres just so so many more others who draw better and are cooler, but thats not fair because its fun to do so! so why do i get melancholic and pessimistic with this at times i wonder? i used to draw without caring about anything else, i wonder what changed as i grew older